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I've tried to blog now almost every day for a solid week, and every time I do, I can't make it through. It is just too exhausting for me and I don't have the energy. I thought that a blog would be good to tell my friends about what is going on with me, but lookee, it is just another obligation. So here are some things:
Back in Therapy, it is awesome and hard.
Getting some mental/ physical help from a friend.
I know how lucky I am.
I am going to focus on working out, getting mentally fit and taking care of myself for a while instead of stressing about doing shows.
I gotta get my anxiety under control--I basically fall out at the thought of seeing people, being in groups, or having anything to do with being in or seeing a show. Patience.
Yeah! I am still me, though, guys! I think I am kinda cool. Maybe a little?
Thanks for all your support! More when I can...
Comments
You're really fucking cool. Don't ever stop being my friend, dude.
Posted by: Dan Telfer
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January 14, 2008 8:21 PM
Thanks, Dan. YOU are the coolest.
Posted by: Erica | January 14, 2008 8:43 PM
Girl, YOU take all the time you need to do what's best for YOU. It's always a good time to do that, in great or difficult times.
"'Cause, yoooooou are a champ-yun, my freh-end." (Freddy Mercury decided to say "hi" just then. Ya can't stop The Merc.)
Posted by: Erin C. | January 14, 2008 9:07 PM
Sorry I swear so much.
Posted by: Dan Telfer
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January 14, 2008 9:31 PM
Well you know I think you're cool, so yeah...that's already done.
I think its great about the exercise, gosh how much I hate being "this girl", but oh my will it make you feel better I think. All that nervous energy goes out of your body and back out into the world. Feels delicious.
I'm sorry Telfer swears so much.
Posted by: Hixx | January 15, 2008 11:28 AM
I think you're awesome. So awesome in fact, that I think we should get our hair cut together on Friday and then drink and listen to Radiohead.
Posted by: Shannon Rose | January 15, 2008 4:13 PM
Yeah, I'm sorry, too, that Dan swears so much. JUST KIDDING!! That's what those words are for, aren't they????!!!!
I think you are cool, yeah, exercise, and get your hair cut on Friday. That would be great!! Love you, your maudra
Posted by: tricia | January 15, 2008 5:00 PM
I'm sorry nobody else can keep up with my swearing.
Posted by: Dan Telfer
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January 16, 2008 4:49 PM
you, my girl, are the awsum.
that's lolcat for fuckin' awesome!
Posted by: stephanie | January 18, 2008 11:31 AM