We went to Paper Source today to pick up some cards, and when I was checking out, the super cheerful clerk tried to "suggestive sales" me.
"Do you need any Fathers Day Cards?! It's June 21st!"
Chills ran down my body and a sick knot formed in my stomach. I wanted to scream.
Instead, I just smiled meekly and avoided eye contact.
"Oh...no thanks."
Writing this, I am getting teary eyed. I'm not dreading Sunday, yet I'm not looking forward to it. I just hadn't paid any mind to it until now. Will this ever get easier? Do I want it to?