The last 2 weeks, all I have wanted to do is hide under the covers and ignore the universe and most everything in it. Everything has been overwhelming and emotional. Just when I felt on top of the world, reality came in and reminded me that I am a human with real human emotions and human problems and things to tend to. Thanks, reality.
Hopefully I'll be more present again soon. But as much as I wish I felt better, it is important to allow myself the downtime and sad feelings and stress and anger and emotion so that I can experience it and move on and eventually get better. That is part of the healing process, or rather, part of life.